Monday, 06 October 2008
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For some reason I always find myself running after the desires of my heart, and getting hurt.....but lately God pulls me back almost instantaneously. It's as if I'm running on a treadmill. I'm so sick of going through this. Yes, I'm so thankful that God is such a loving God who is totally capable and wanting to bring me back to Him. But I hate that I do what I don't want to, I hate that I'm cheating myself of really enjoying life. It's so obvious to me that the things that 'fall' into my life are the ones that are such beautiful joyous things, sometimes hard things, but always used to make me stronger. So why can't I just enjoy what I have instead of fighting so hard and getting no where. I'm sick of wasting my life. I'm sick of cheating the people around me, by sometimes being rude to them because of these sins/selfish desires that need to come out somehow, and usually come out by being overly emotional/rude to the people around me. I'm so sick of living this way. I am forgiven, I have a personal relationship w/ the God of the Universe. I am so blessed with an awesome family, and so many great friends. I have people who pray for me and want to see me grow in my life. I have pretty much more than anyone could ever ask for and I don't deserve it at all. I refuse to keep living this treadmill kind of life. I'm ready to live. I'm ready to see a change and for great things to happen. :)
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Thanks so much for sharing, you know i'm always praying for you Linda.
Hello Ms. Lafe,
You made your site simple yet elegant. I see that you would like to have God’s guidance. Now is a good time! I recommend the one true God, Jehovah.
I want to help people to really get to know God, especially in these troubled times. Here is an important message for all of us from the Bible: 2 And God spake unto Moses, and said unto him, I am the LORD: 3 And I appeared unto Abraham, unto Isaac, and unto Jacob, by the name of God Almighty, but by my name JEHOVAH was I not known to them. (Exodus 6:2-3) (KJV)
why dont you write something
"Hello Ms. Lafe,
You made your site simple
yet elegant. I see that you would like to have God’s guidance. Now is a
good time! I recommend the one true God, Jehovah."
This sounds just like the sales pitch i use at work